By Dennis Rainey
When was the last time your spouse asked you for forgiveness?
When was the last time you asked your spouse to forgive you?
If you can’t recall the last time one of those two questions was a reality, then it’s time for a date night to talk!
And if you can’t recall both, then you’re way past due for a getaway to have a long talk!
Without the cleansing power of forgiveness, at best marriage will be very hard duty. At worst it will be a toxic and simmering disaster.
No matter how much two people try to love and please each other, they will fail. With failure comes hurt. With hurt comes anger. And with anger comes isolation and the seeds of a mediocre (at best) marriage.
And the only ultimate relief for hurt is the soothing salve of forgiveness.
One of the keys to maintaining an open, intimate, and satisfying marriage is to ask for and grant forgiveness regularly. And the ability to do that is tied to each individual’s relationship with God.
About the process of forgiveness, Jesus said, “For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses” (Matthew 6:14-15). The instruction is clear: God insists that we are to be forgivers (not fulltime avengers). And marriage—probably more than any other relationship—presents frequent opportunities to practice the healing balm of forgiveness.
Forgiving means giving up resentment and the desire to punish another person. By an act of your will, you let the other person off the hook. And as a Christian you do not do this under duress, scratching and screaming in protest. Rather, you do it with a gentle spirit and love, because, as Paul urged: “Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you” (Ephesians 4:32).
The real test of your ability to forgive comes on the battlefield when you and your spouse are ticked off and angry with each other. That is when you need the power of the Holy Spirit and must ask, “God, it appears that I need You to help me here. I need to move to forgiveness because You have commanded me to do so. I need You to empower me, to enable me to give up and relinquish the desire to punish my spouse and to forgive him or her.”
It took practice early in our marriage, but we learned how to keep our relationship healthy most of the time by not burning excessive emotional energy on resentment. We granted forgiveness and asked for it freely—even when we didn’t feel like it.
Why is asking for forgiveness difficult?
It is humbling to admit you’re wrong and to ask for forgiveness.
But it’s a key action in defeating your pride. In the first years of our marriage, this was a struggle for me. When I did admit I was wrong, I would sometimes say, “If I was wrong when I did this, I’m sorry.” I was deploying what might be called the “if” manuever—using that tiny word “if” to give myself an out, to avoid taking full responsibility for my actions.
At a Weekend to Remember marriage getaway, a husband and father of several boys boasted to me, “You know, I’ve been married 24 years, and I’ve never once apologized to my wife for anything I’ve done wrong.”
I think I hid my shock at the statement and responded, “Oh, really?”
“Yeah,” he said with obvious pride. “Every time we get into a squabble or any kind of disagreement, I just tell her, ‘I’m sorry you’re mad at me.’ I don’t admit anything. I just tell her it’s too bad she had to get so mad.”
Then with a smug grin, he admitted, “And all these years she’s never realized that I have never once apologized!”
I had the strongest urge to give the guy a piece of my mind. What a pitifully immature and selfish attitude to bring into a marriage!
Instead I attempted to tactfully explain that he was missing a blessing. He didn’t listen. He went away quite sure thinking he was a very clever fellow. He didn’t realize that he was a fool … hurting not only his wife, but also himself and his children. Just think of what he was modeling for his sons.
Granting forgiveness is difficult, too
As difficult as it is to ask for forgiveness, sometimes it goes against the grain to grant forgiveness when you have been wronged.
Think back with me for a moment to my question at the beginning, “When was the last time you asked for forgiveness when you KNOW you hurt your spouse?”
If you can’t recall … then I have some bad news for you, you are either suffering from early dementia OR you aren’t really a great student of your spouse and your marriage.
No one is that perfect that you haven’t hurt your spouse in the last week ...or month ... or year!
No one.
Join the “Seventy Times Seven Club”
I often advise married couples to take out a joint membership in the “Seventy Times Seven Club.” This club began when Peter asked Jesus how many times we must forgive one another. Peter had to be wondering if seven times would be enough? Christ answered, “I do not say to you, up to seven times, but up to seventy times seven times” (Matthew 18:21-22). In other words, what Jesus was saying was forgive an infinite number of times, not just when you feel like it.
Forgiveness is not optional equipment in our relationship with God … it is absolutely essential for right standing with God and our ultimate destination, Heaven! And forgiveness is not an “add on” in your marriage either! It’s an essential ingredient in any marriage built God’s way.
You can tell whether you have forgiven your spouse by asking yourself one question: Have I given up my desire to punish my spouse? When you lay aside that desire and no longer seek revenge and punishment, you free your spouse and yourself from the bonds of your anger and the toxic soil in the human heart of resentment.
Forgiveness cannot be conditional. Once you forgive, that’s it. But understand that feelings may still be raw, and it is not hypocritical to not feel like forgiving your spouse. If someone has hurt you, you can choose to forgive immediately but still be processing feelings of disappointment or rejection.
Forgiveness is a choice, an act of the will—not an emotion. It may take a while for your feelings to catch up with your will. But your will needs to respond to the scriptural mandate to forgive your spouse.
What about major wrongs?
There’s no question that some hurts, such as adulterous affairs or a spouse’s addiction to pornography, are extremely difficult to forgive and get over. There may always be some pain and distrust in the person’s heart that has been so deeply offended. But we are still commanded by God to move beyond the circumstances and forgive.
That does not let the other person off the hook for completing necessary restitution and demonstrating repentance. Rebuilding trust may take some time. Some boundaries may need to be erected in the relationship to prevent the sinful behavior from happening again.
An intervention by a pastor, counselor, or mature friend may be required to make the sting of pain from the sin felt so sharply that the offending spouse will finally realize that the behavior has to change. No one should be allowed to continue perpetrating serious harm on a spouse.
Ultimately, though, forgiveness must rule. Anyone who says, “I cannot forgive you,” really means, “I choose not to forgive you.”
If forgiveness seems impossible at that point, and if prayer and reading the Scriptures do not seem to work, go to another person. Seek out a wise counselor—an elder at your church, a wise Bible teacher, a same-sex friend to confide in—and say, “Can you help me process this and get beyond my hurt?”
As Christians, we do not have the option of becoming embittered with our spouses. The result of obeying God and forgiving is not bondage, but freedom. Ruth Bell Graham said it best, “A good marriage is the union of two forgivers.”
I conclude by asking you again, “When’s the last time you asked your spouse:
“Will you forgive me for __________________________?”
